a questionnaire

In the beginning of July I will go to a training course as a participant. A nice way to end this season. Just following the programme and be happy! well and of course learning a lot.... They mailed all the participants a questionnaire to be send to the team. Questions about what you need, want.... your challenges, your achievements, your questions, the person that inspired you...even your favourite song. Which is good! I always like to read these information of participants when I'm the trainer. It makes that people reflect...connect to the course and it gives for the trainers already a kind of feeling for the group. So... great idea!
But now....I have to answer all these questions!  It's horrible! An enormous identity crises opens itself in front of me. Didn't write a word yet...only have been looking at the questions....desperately...panicking...
The favourite song is probably the easiest... you just write down a song and the band. But still...is that fair towards all these other gorgeous songs and awesome bands? Anyway in the end I will probably put 'I want you' from Costello and then put in brackets 'Bandoliers' of Them Crooked Vultures and 'I should have known' from the Foo Fighters and...............
But then my most important achievement of the last year? Spend hours thinking about that question and in the end my conclusion is that I didn't achieve anything...I'm lost....it all has been meaningless....did I anyway achieve anything in my whole sad life...?
My most important question? I'm one big question-mark! I don't know nothing....
My major challenge? To get out of this deep big black frightening hole....to be able to sleep again...
The person that inspired me? Please give me one! I need someone to lean on!

If I have in the past send you a questionnaire like this....I'm sorry.... please forgive me...
Anyway...definitely more in need of a training course than ever....